I've been busy recently, first taking my family to Disneyland (yay!) and now with some activism stuff that I'm involved in. (Yes, I'm liberal and I'm a doer, which means I do liberal stuff. If the worst thing you can say about me is that I try to make the world a better place, well...I'm living a good life.) And I seem to always have a million little projects simmering. I get really focused on stuff, too, sometimes to the exclusion of other projects. I really need to work on being more even in my approach, not so obsessive.
I actually had recorded another vlog entry, but I just haven't had time to edit it. However, I'll be on webcam tomorrow at 11:30 am PST, so if you want to chat or ask what I've been up to--or even tell me what you've been up to! I'll only be on for an hour, then I have to go do a live shoot for Ultimate Surrender, then I promised to take Sam to a movie. I told him that if he reminded me to go get tested, I would. I'm really bad about remembering to get tested for my shoots.
It may just be a manifestation of my fear of syringes. I used to be afraid of all hollow needles, but then I started getting involved with play piercing and they aren't so scary anymore. However, with syringes, I still have this fear--and I know it's illogical--that there's going to be an earthquake just as the nurse/phlebotomist/doctor is ready to take my blood and I'm going to get stabbed right through the vein. Or that there's going to be air in the needle and it's going to kill me. Remember that scene in "The Ring Two" where Samara makes the doctor inject air into her own neck? Still gives me the creeps.
Other news that you might actually be interested in: Sam and I have finally started playing around with his green screen. He bought one a while ago because he wanted to start doing a sports show on YouTube. Then, you know, he never did it. I pulled it out a week or so ago and was looking at it and asked what else he needed for it, so I bought a frame and made him watch a bunch of tutorials and he's been fiddling with it.
One of the perks of being my submissive is that I will force you to improve yourself and your skill set. At least, I think it's a perk. Sam thinks it's the opposite of that, but he still does it, bless his little black heart.
What got me interested in it was watching a bunch of ASMR videos on YouTube by this young woman, Kayla Suzette, on her channel, Cosmic Tingles. I think she's pretty good and she seems really dedicated. If you caught my interview on the Big Little Podcast, I discussed making some ASMR recordings with an ABDL twist. I could do some sissification ones, too. I wonder if there's a way to upload them here. Huh.
Well, this is clearly a rambling update, but there's just so much going on right now. It's hard to focus.
Thank you to everyone (well, all two people) who made it to my cam show today--and a huge thank you to everyone who signed up for my site. I really appreciate it!
I'm open to hearing ideas about what people would like to see on the site. It's mostly sissification right now because, of all the content I've generated, that's the least likely to get me into trouble. In my show, it seemed like people liked stockings, smothering, sissy maid training, and femme domme/male submission. This is a situation where the squeaky wheel will get the grease. I usually shoot my own fantasies and fetishes, which is great, but keep in mind that I usually make six clips a week, so getting ideas from you guys is always helpful!
As of right now, my cam shows are going to be on the third Friday of the month from 10:30 am to 11:30 am PST. Once I've gotten fifty members on my site, I'll start doing weekly shows, probably at different times to accommodate different schedules and give you more options. Until then, I look forward to seeing you next month on March 18th!